Have you attempted suicide?

I have. Nobody can understand how it feels to be that low until they experience it for themselves. Did you know that suicide is the 10th leading cause of death in the United States? The tenth leading cause of death in the United States is suicide. Take that in for a second: how 121 people successfully take their own life a day in the United States. I know people will say it’s because of how the States are these days and those people don’t have a fucking clue what it feels like to have a noose ready to go or a knife to your wrist or pills ready to down. Fuck you! Do you realize how the United States literally has nothing to do with that? I hate the government as much as the next bitch but they weren’t in my room trying to convince me to kill my self. That’s just ridiculous. There are a shit ton of reasons why people take their own lives – chemical imbalance, having a shitty home life, getting zero support, feeling lonely even if you aren’t, finding out that you have a fatal condition and you want to go out on your own terms, suicidal thoughts come with most medications, as well as multiple diseases, like mine: POTS and EDS. Feeling overworked is another, along with being deep in debt, not having a job, being handicap, or folks in Japan do it for financial reasons as well as the other “classics”. 

There shouldn’t be a “classic reason” for why people take their own lives. You shouldn’t ever feel like you have no choice but to end your life. Believe me, I’ve been there, and still drop low enough to have suicidal thoughts, but there are so many reasons not to go through with it. I know this sounds cliché, but you really do have a lot to live for, and things will get better. 



If you have suicidal thoughts and, most importantly, you have a fucking plan, please, please call the suicide prevention hotline: 


They are available 24/7, so please take advantage! 

Remember that you are a strong, brave, and beautiful soul that absolutely deserves to be alive. Please, keep fighting ♡ 

Sending positive vibes 🤙🏻 


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